For anybody wondering why I'm not posting:
For a long time, I've been struggling with posting everything and anything that came to my mind, which was often followed by guilt, shame, and being mocked. The follower reset during SPC's conversion has offered me a fresh start where I no longer feel obligated to entertain hundreds of people through my own moral humiliation. If I'm ever to beat BPD and that 1/10 suicide rate, I have to treat myself with more respect, which involves being around only the best company and treating myself better. Continuing posting under this identity while doing that just wouldn't be possible. I can't promise that I won't come back, because I have been here for years and it's very habitual to be here, but as of now I think it's for the best.
I have an alt (and potentially a shitposting alt in the future) somewhere on the fedi, although it's not directly linked and you'll have to ask around to find it. So long and thanks for the good times!