depression Show more
I need to be dead. I'm dreaming about suicide since 4-5 y.o. I did try at 12 (with rope but got scared) 16 (pills didn't works) and at 18 y.o. I almost did it (drowned, but rescued).
I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm 30 y.o. now and I still don't have motivation to be alive.
When someone is died I feel just great for him, that he did it (stop being alive).
At least I can do art, that's make some sense in my life. And no. I'm not scared about anything. I just don't care.
GoT spoiler Show more
Jaime was in episode only 5 seconds but it was best acting ever
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