rainy "clumsiness" night
i can compete with anime girls

I think it was the first time I won in a pvp game. Quite surprised, but proud of myself 😳🏆
Also my gf got all the medals for good use of power ups 😊🏅🎖️🏅

fuck my favorite pizza chain doesn't deliver pizza at night

it eventually became crowded and loud, not as cozy as it firstly was. but still not bad, definitely better than getting frozen to death outside with some chances of getting robbed or something worse.

now waiting... sleepy as hell.

and it was actually fun! it was the first time i played xbox, so it took some time to figure it out.

and no matter how my girlfriend was, according to her, bad at games, she kept winning! ^^

then i got used to those things you can pick up and then use, started winning some races too. in the end the score was 6:5, she won :p

and we were lucky enough to not meet anyone on our way. but things like this don't teach me anything, so i guess i'll be getting into situations like this again and again. my survival instinct is... weird, at the very least.

so we got here and were v happy to find a safe place! it was so quiet. they gave us two xbox360 controllers and a section in this room. it was *really* good to be somewhere safe.

we scrolled through the list of games, found a beautiful racing one.

we went further upstairs, it was dark there and there was a closed door and nothing else. we stayed there for a little, discussing our further plans. a lot of people were walking downstairs and it was scary, too, they definitely didn't look friendly.

my gf found a few other time cafés and this time we read reviews and viewed photos. decided to go to one of them. headed there as fast as possible, it's really dangerous for people like us to walk outside this late.

felt like a schoolgirl who accidentally entered a 18+ bar.

so we decided that a time café would definitely be good. it was pretty late already, i was tired, but we walked fast bc it's so scary. i was literally startled by my shadow :x

finally, we reached it, got upstairs and saw...

something not very different. a lot of men talking loudly, without a single woman. it didn't feel safe either, quite the opposite. felt so small and defenseless.

we expected to find a nice café that'd be open at night and stay there.

so when it was late and dark, we felt that it isn't safe to just walk on streets anymore. looked up a café with a cute name and headed there.

it was a little complicated to find. we walked up the stairs... to see a lot of smoke, loud music and talking, girls with heavy makeup, everyone seemingly drunk.

so we turned back immediately. we expected it to be a quite and cozy place, not a night club like that.

so sleepy but have to wait for the train... i was silly to plan it like this.

accidentally found out that if i drop bus tickets in midair they fall down slowly and so beautifully, just like petals (or a paper helicopter)

why am i so sensitive to just everything? uncomfortable clothing, chemicals, light, weather, meds, being touched, other people's emotions, social (dis)approval, pain... more than anyone who i know.

i made this terrible mistake YET AGAIN. forgot that it hurts so much if i don't wear a bra under this shirt/dress 😓

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