As most of you probably guessed, newniu isn't gonna happen.
This is my fault. When newt and I talked about the project, newt suggested we start near the end of niu. But then the end came near and it felt like everyone had moved already.
It's like we were waiting for the perfect time, but it never came, or rather, it slipped away from the start.
And I'm not blaming newt at all. Since I was supervising the whole thing, I was the one who should have thought about this twice.
I started with a really quick rush to get the movement started as soon as possible. I remember going to bed at 3 AM to get it out. I didn't keep this up with newt because I'm not assertive enough and yet I'm supposed to lead this project...
Why am I like this? Why do I get myself into positions I'm not fit for? I only end up disappointing everyone. No, rather waste their time, because I'm sure there is more anger against me than disappointment.
I won't waste anyone's time any further. You won't see me after niu closes. It was a pleasure to be part of this community, but I understand this isn't reciprocal...